You never really can Fix my Heart

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Im 15. I live in New York City. My life's pretty simple but it has its complex days. I have two cats and Im pretty chill once you get to know me. So um yeah, ask me anything...... Seriously, my ask box is lonely /:
dontbeadickk: you so sexy.
tastefullyoffensive: [bleunt]
mir-kerr-y: simplyscream218: pisn: -silentlysuffering-: thingsarentasthey-seem: supplicunt: settledinscars: not-eating-not-grieving: opall: hang-loose-muthagoose: v-ienn-a: d-ecade: coastale: daisifyed: craized: this generally hurts because i know it’s never happened omg crying this actually sucks, because i know that no one has the time to think this about me they’re too busy judging other things about me. Wow my life sucks sometimes. fuck. same here never, not in a million years would this happen HAHAHAHA no. Don’t think so. Nope, sorry. I know it’s not true. I’m pretty far from it No one would ever.  This never has and never will happen. This makes me very sad because it still hasn’t happened and I’m 14, and I know that’s so young and why aren’t I worrying about having my hair up or down for school instead of thinking about how I’m so young and so sad that I haven’t even experienced these things before? I can’t wait to grow up, but then again I’m scared as hell to leave this age I am now. nope. I wish
 She said she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated Pepsi and said “drink up.” She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face. He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said “My name is: Alone”. 
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